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Thursday, March 27, 2008

Busy as a bee...

this week has gone by incredibly fast. I cant believe it is Friday tommorow! We have had a full week... Tuesday was girl scouts and than a leader meeting that lasted two hours! usually at things like that i am literally chomping at the bit to get out of there but I didnt even realize that much time had gone by and we missed kaitlin's piano lesson! I could not believe it! I just love being in charge of things, I really need to work on my control issue. I dont always think it is a bad control issue because I usually dont have to "have it my way or the highway" it is more I want to make it as good, special, nice etc and think I can achieve that. I dont always think other people cant achieve it but I jsut know that I can. does that make sense? I love things to run well, I like for people to be pleased with what they came out of it with, I love for everyone to "get" something or feel something.

Wednesday we went to Spring to work on moms house... I painted and did all kinds of stuff- still trying not to feel "responsible" but it is hard. I am sending out info to my network of friends and if something isnt up to par than maybe when I do want to do something they will associate me with something not done well.

Thursday...gymnastics, school work, grocery store, school work, piano, Walmart, tennis lesson..... ahhhhh!

tommorow is our day at the MFAH, I am excited to go and do a class with the kids, we are taking out sketching notebooks and i am just so excited although I am tired and want to just stay home!

Gotta sleep or at least head that way!

Carrie in Texas

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Blog Archive

List of things I want to change about myself...

  • my anxiety
  • my attitude
  • my fearfulness
  • my lack of will power
  • my self consciousness
  • my sometimes laziness

My current reads...

  • From Playpen to Podium
  • Sophia's Heart by Lori Wick
  • The Mother's Handbook

Kaitlin's current read

Kaitlin's current read
any Nancy Drew she can get her hands on!